Dear friends,
It has been a while... a long, long while but for some of this while, I had little to share or to be honest, desired to share very little.
Lots in my personal life has changed, and I am still hoping that all the change can be for the good of everybody. I am happy most days and moments AND other days and moments, I am simply terrified.
Nevertheless, with each day that passes, I feel more and more blessed. I try to hold on to these blessings and let go of the fears that eat me up and have me remembering all the mistakes I have made in my life and all those I have hurt along the way.
But, as many of you may know... regrets seem easier to hold on to and blessings much harder.
(This is where the steady comes to play...)
In the end, I wish to say I am sorry. I am sorry to all of those I have hurt intentionally or unintentionally. I wish to say I am sorry to myself for being my own worst enemy at times....most times. I am even sorry to my baby book, Annabelle's Love, for not giving it my 100 percent at all times. I have been there with it but not there and not with it too.... make sense?
I am basically sorry to me and to all others.
(Now, the sorry...)
So my life ... I have been steady ....
my past... I have been sorry
and my baby book... I have been slow.
Nonetheless, I love it no less than the day it came in the mail, and I held it in my hands for the very first time. In fact, I look forward (so forward) to this summer when more time will allow me to be hopefully determined, hopefully forgiven and hopefully fast. :0)
Love,
Steady, sorry and slow
ME
